This morning, while planting my desk top herb garden and doing other chores, I was thinking about part of the conversation I had with my mom yesterday. We talk on the phone about every couple of days, and were discussing my depression and anxiety levels right now. I live alone, and I’ve been home for about a month now, and I’m having a bit of a hard time with it some days. She was being super understanding and supportive. I’d told her that I hadn’t been prepared for just how lonely a quarantine could be.
After discussing this for a bit, my mother mentioned the flip side. Something I hadn’t taken into consideration since I am alone.
It is also difficult having to be cooped up
with other people day after day, week after week.
I can see where this would be hard. Not just during a quarantine, but at other times as well. Like during a blizzard and the days or weeks after when you are snowed in. You probably start to noticed annoying things you haven’t noticed before, or that you noticed but weren’t together constantly so they didn’t bother you as much. Maybe you’ve been a little testy with each other. There are many things that could happen, like children getting antsy about studies, or you being stressed about maybe not being able to pay the bills.
Being cooped up isn’t easy for anyone.
Try to get some time to yourself, and have the others in your household do the same. Babies time alone would be sleep time, and any time they will let you leave them to play or just be on their own when in the room with you. Toddlers alone time would be sleep time as well, and maybe time to play alone in their room. Preschool and elementary school age children might spend a little time in the morning and a little time in the afternoon reading a book, coloring, playing a game or doing something in their room by themselves. Teens are more able to keep themselves entertained, and may need a little more time alone. Siblings and others should not be allowed to interrupt this time.
Adults in the household will also need time alone.
At least an hour by yourself a day will help you to get through this time. Here are some ideas to get you started. Decide what will work for you.
- Spend this time in your bedroom with some soft music and a good book.
- Take a long bath to relax and be left alone with your own thoughts.
- Meditation.
- Journaling about your day and experiences, and your feelings.
- Yoga.
- A walk if possible.
- Sitting on the back porch with a cup of tea and watching the night sky.
- Working in the garden.
- Baking.
Do what works for you.
Presenting this to the rest of the household.
You can call a meeting, or bring it up at the dinner table when everyone is already together. Explain kindly that you’ve noticed, without indicating a specific person, that you’ve all been getting a little testy and you understand that this is because you are together all the time. Tell them that you have an idea that might help, and then talk with them about it.
Ask each person, in turn, what they think they might like to do with their alone time, and also mention at least one thing you think each person might enjoy. Then discuss how long each person’s alone time should be. Should it be one hour per day? Two split into two sessions? Do what works best for your family. Also, make sure every person knows that the person having their alone time should not have that time interrupted, for anything.
For some families, alone time can all be done at the same time. But this won’t work in all households. Again, do what works best in your home. If you have to, create a schedule with times and post it where everyone can see.
I hope this helps some of you to get through this time. Be sure you are taking the time to check in with people you know who are alone at this time. They may or may not be doing well. Call them. Do a video chat. Write them a letter. Send them a private message.
~ Shannon